The other day, someone asked me to think about the word ‘vulnerable’.
The first word that came to mind was beautiful because I think the ability to be vulnerable is a very beautiful thing.
I hate when we keep our guards up and when we never take the chance to truly get to know someone because we’re too busy protecting ourselves from being judged.
Ultimately, I think being vulnerable means being real.
So I’m going to speak my truth.
On Tuesday I am officially launching my “Feel Good Blogging” experience. It’s almost all I can think about. I’m SO EXCITED. But honestly? I’m nervous at the same time.
I’m the kind of person who very easily gets caught up in stress and anxiety around big, important things like exams and product launches…. But I’m reaching a point in my life when I’m ready to start committing myself to letting go of the end result. I’m READY to let go of the need for intense stress and anxiety to be a part of my story and journey. And this process of change, of letting go of the things that no longer serve me? It’s AMAZING.
My number one focus during this entire process has been to truly enjoy each and every single step of the way.
I know what my goal is for Feel Good Blogging, and I know how many spaces I want to fill, but for the first time in my life I have let go of the need to be in control of the outcome.
All I want to do is be present in each and every single moment, I want to live each step of the process in PASSION.
When the negative thoughts and self-doubt appear, I immediately refresh my mind so that I can get back to a more positive space.
However, this is a practice. And I’m not 100% there yet, but I’m on my way.
All I know, is that I am exactly where I need to be at this very moment, and it feels good.
This new journey that I’m on? Vulnerability is a huge part of it. Putting myself out there fearlessly, and throwing all of my plans and strategies out the window? It feels vulnerable. But it’s totally worth it.
I can’t wait for Tuesday. 🙂